Hinote

Na.

2003-04-21T18:58:57Z

Well, guys. Slightly back. I think I'll start posting in this journal again. I feel so convulted when it comes to online people now.. sad to say that I didn't feel that way a while back. Na, well.. that's the way the world works.

I'm sorry for all the BS I've posted in the past, etc. Well, it doesn't matter anymore. I'm back and I still have my -other- journal to post in when I don't feel comfy about it here.

Going into hiberation.

2003-02-25T01:33:43Z

I'm going into hiberation on this journal. Too many people here have made me want to cry and curl up/die.

I have another journal. If you want to read it, post a reply here and I'll e-mail you the journal link.

Ja ne.

Achaea Ramblings

2002-12-22T20:12:32Z

Lately, I've noticed that I'm being cityfavoured and guildfavoured more than most people.

In Mhaldor, opportunites open to individuals to prove themselves worthy to themselves, their guildmates, citymates, and Lord Sartan.

With all this mind, I wonder if I've done my best. The latest show of might was a bashing contest. The one to bring the most corpses to Lord Stee, would receive five credits. Second place would receive a cityfavour.

Gaillardia formed a team of four people. I went off on my own, as did Varnes. Surprisingly, I came in second place with 67 corpses. Gaillardia came in 1st with 197 and Varnes in 3rd with 34.

I scavagened, yes, but we were told to be resourceful. So, I was. I covered the Rock, Riparium (the underwater city of merpeople), and Genji, the Atavian village.

Not bad. I received a cityfavour and guildfavour. The guildfavour was from my guildmaster, Yig Dracotalus, the Nagaraja. He's very proud of me. I have to finish the Skill of Knowledge/Skill... and I will be taken off guild probation. :)

Not bad, eh?

hinote195 @ 2002-12-21T10:24:00

2002-12-21T15:25:49Z

AIM is being bitchy lately. Locking me up a lot and keeping me on when I restart. x_x

Sorry if I don't respond. --

hinote195 @ 2002-12-20T22:06:00

2002-12-21T03:11:35Z

Well, vacation begins and my slacking time increases.

Movies seen today in school:

-Home Alone
-Glory
-How the Grinch Stole Christmas
-The Nightmare Before Christmas

hinote195 @ 2002-12-17T16:39:00

2002-12-17T21:41:18Z

He is a human and is silent, his gray eyes regarding you with indifference. His
black hair is cut short, shimmering in the light like that of a raven's feather
and is kept neatly out of his eyes. Standing at a mere 5'8" and lithe, this
human from the northern part of Sapience seems hardened by the cold. His skin
is weathered and pale from his usual experiences in the realm of snow. He
smiles little, a smirk only crossing his face from time to time in some sort of
amusement at that around him. He is wearing a black tunic, a suit of scale
mail, a Mhaldorian coal black shirt, a heavy Mhaldorian cloak, a ripped black
leather jacket, a canvas backpack, a sailor's kitbag, two pocketbelts, a pair
of heavy, fur-lined leather boots, a torturer's belt, and grim black trousers
with red trim. He walks with the favour of Sartan.

Oh yeah baby. Oh yeah.

hinote195 @ 2002-12-15T12:26:00

2002-12-15T17:24:19Z

Gate to the Garden of the Gods.
On the other side of you are huge shrubs, neatly pruned into walls, preventing
egress from the path. The gate to the Garden of the Gods towers before you,
breathtaking in its beauty. Made of pure silver, made unbreakable by Divine
power, it was wrought at the dawn of time by the Aldar, the race of giants
created solely to serve the Gods. Blue-flowering ivy runs here and there up the
gate. The top of the gate is flanked by skillful representations of a snow owl
and the Black Boar, eternal symbols of Sarapis, the Logos. Beyond the gate you
can see idyllic flowerbeds, a huge amphitheatre, and the largest tree you have
ever witnessed. Rurin the Crafter stands here.
You see exits leading north and south.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

hinote195 @ 2002-12-14T21:51:00

2002-12-15T02:49:21Z

I need a friend.

hinote195 @ 2002-12-06T15:29:00

2002-12-06T20:33:15Z

I have not listened to Jrock in so long.

And I miss it.

x_x

2002-12-01T15:33:58Z

I need to change some stuff in my journal.. and my blog. Oy. I just haven't been up to posting in either. No one READS either, for god's sake.

!

2002-11-28T16:35:16Z

Stargate movie soundtrack kicks ass.

I've had music from it, Warcraft III, and LotR playing all day.

Helps when you're RPing and playing in a MUD too. Very... fitting music. Seems that the dark songs always come on when I'm speaking with my guildmaster, butchering corpses, or slaving for Mhuns and Orcs.

One downfall to following the God of Evil: lots of enemies.

!

2002-11-16T17:25:57Z

Which Cowboy Bebop Character are you?

YAY!

Who is Your Cowboy Bebop Soul Mate?

So it's like... being.. really close with myself... --;;

Harry Potter

2002-11-15T21:16:50Z

Well, I saw the first showing of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. It was an excellent, excellent movie. Daniel Radcliffe is definetly more used to playing as Harry and he's undergone a great change. Ron was amazing... really, it outdid the last movie and exceeded my expectations. Everyone just did a spectacular job.

I'm going to go see it again. It's a 3 hour movie, but definetly worth seeing again. My butt is still numb tho'.

...

2002-11-15T12:56:23Z

I am Anima! The Gimp of the Final Fantasy World, I've got TWO faces that not even a momma could love. I may be a freaky gal, but nobody better mess with me! What Final Fantasy summon are you?
Click here to find out!
This test created by jozabad Cp's Coo Coo Planet

Dear GOD.

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2002-11-10T18:30:38Z

After I was told something earlier this week, by a friend, I'm more and more detatched. I think I'm at a point where I don't care what you all fucking think about me anymore. I'm depressed and the majority of you are dragging me into a suicidal state.

If you don't wanna say something nice to me, leave me alone.

I get enough bullshit from my parents for not getting honor grades, for how I dress, how I sit, how I stand, how I have my hair, the way I talk, the way I think... stop dragging me down.

Maybe I should...

2002-11-03T22:36:12Z

Maybe I should post in this damn thing. Anyway, I played AD&D yesterday. Made a human thief character and fiddled around with that for a while. Our campaign kind of sets us up like Shinra/Turks. Made me pretty damn happy in that aspect.

Been playing Kingdom Hearts. That is one kickass game.

Shoot me.

2002-10-19T23:22:27Z

Someone just friggin' SHOOT me.

hinote195 @ 2002-10-17T20:29:00

2002-10-18T00:29:23Z

People are driving me to the edge of insanity.. literally.

I wish.

2002-10-15T02:36:02Z

Sometimes, I wish people would realize that I love them a lot. But other times, I'd like to turn around and slap them. I'm sick of even trying to tell someone nowadays that I want to continue speaking with them.

I'm sick of people dragging me down into a pit of despair with them. I'm always busting my ass for people and expect a little bit in return. Stop dragging me down with you, I'm not your friggin' rope in life.

I'd expect a thank you, maybe staying online a bit longer, actually saying goodbye without just getting off, getting on just to put up an away message saying you're busy, then getting off as soon as you take it down.

Just, no. I know most of you don't read my blog and maybe that's for the best. I'm just sick of all of this. I'm sick of caring for others. Why couldn't I actually act like a total bitch and just be cold to you all? Hell, I don't know. I know some of you so well that I've seen your bad sides. I wish I hadn't.

Anger Mangement

2002-10-12T16:44:46Z

It seems I'll be going to an anger management class soon.

hinote195 @ 2002-10-06T22:06:00

2002-10-07T02:15:35Z

http://www.PetitionOnline.com/rwtvost/petition.html

Go vote.

.ending

2002-10-04T22:43:01Z

::sigh:: The ending of .hack//SIGN was very depressing. There were many unanswered questions. Subaru and Tsukasa had their endings put together, but.. ::sigh::

Sora did not get off so well. His 'ending' really upset me a lot as...jesus. Just screw it. His ending made me cry though. He didn't deserve that at all. Not at all.

Ha hah.

2002-09-27T03:11:04Z

Somedays, I'd like to flip the world off.

(and run for my life)

Don't be a fuck up and sit on your ass all day like me, k?

For all of you:

2002-09-25T21:12:47Z

Just a little note for all of you:

Akitomo: Okay... I BARELY know you, but fuck, your journal rocks. XD I really love your Jrock, etc. info and views. I've read your site for quite a while now and felt the need to add you in LJ. XP (I didn't know until this point in time that you loved KMFDM. :P)

Asukamisu: My sister that I never had. Well, I have many sister, you're just a very important one in my life. :) I love how you look out for me and you know that I'll ALWAYS be here for you. Beat me shitless with a crowbar if I'm not.

Ayanosuke: God.. I really don't know what to say except I wish you and I were closer Chris. You're a great guy, I just don't know how to talk with you without feeling stupid. ::sigh::

Boxtopmiko: Mari, you haven't posted in a long-ass time it feels, but damn. I love you a lot. I love your thoughts and feelings. I know we aren't close either, but you're wicked awesome. :)

Halicorn: I've known you since 5th grade. On the Internet, Brittney. You haven't been around much lately, but I still love you. :P Hey, you're a kickass artist! REMEMBER THAT! (and draw more humans! ;) )

Jezebel_complex: Withroooooooooooo! You're new to my life, really new. We don't talk much and I bet I'm annoying as all hell, but fuck.. you rock too! XD I ask too much of you. I just love your sarcastic entries. :D

Julewooster: WENDY! Hello-second-artist in my life. You know I fucking hate Tony, but that's not about you. I just love teasing you about him though. :D I haven't seen you as much (I blame Tony!), but I'll always be in touch for you.

Kira_douji: Sara! :D First online person I ever met, so I can't really say much about that. ;) Hmm... happy and bouncey.. the first person I've REALLY RPed with. (10 hours at a time! XP) Love you a lot. :)

Kuchio, Ladymercury, sephirothspirit, the eye, duodenum, rocko84, squeeforme: I wish I knew you ALL better, but I can't. :( Two words though: BEBOP BOARD! XP That's how I all 'met' you and really say I DO enjoy the conversations we get started on there. I respect all your views and opinions a lot. That will never change. :D

Lancmidget: ERIN! I can't say much for you, except I love you a lot. Remeber: Lamb. I will meet you someday and show you Slayers.

Othergoose: Skulx-y. I can't..really..well say much for you. I'm upset that we can't talk as much as we did, because I really loved you a lot. I miss you and hope...well..we can talk again.

Oyamadayoh: SHAMAN KING!! I love your site and I hope I can actually get the courage up to IM you someday. ;)

Rakuen: ::loss of words::

Ruala: Jo! Jo jo jo jo jo. I'm glad I still get to talk to you. Somedays I'd like to kill W3, just so I can keep on talking with you.. but.. anyway. Yeah, I'm levelling in NeoPets. And Seishirou doesn't love his mother. (and Sorata has freakishly huge arms) I love you. :P

Sado_nishi: ENISHI! Really, I love your views and I really enjoy reading your journal. ^^;; We don't talk much..but.. ^^;

Silverboy: Michel, Michel. I will geek-ify you. ;) I just met you.. last night! Formally, at least. You're a sweetheart. I love how you treat me (stop the ego-boosting!) and I can't wait to keep on talking with you! :D

Teiko: We don't talk much either.. but dang. Your art rocks, I love your personality, and I really loved the help you gave me on colleges. I'm SURE we'll talk more in the future. :D

Thelichen: Jongx-y...mmm.. I can't..really, well.. think of much to say other than the same thing I did for Skulx. I'm upset that we can't talk as much as we did, because I really loved you a lot. I miss you and hope we can talk again.

Weezersoze: UK girl! XD I hate you for getting me obsessed with Full Metal Panic. :P I hope we end up talking more too. You're kick ass and I love your funny posts on anime (especially Rurouni Kenshin).

Lunacyslave/Mon/whatever: You rock! :D I love your obsessions and you've gotten me into more Jrock/Kpop than I can count. XP I hope we can end up talking more. I bet I get annoying.. so.. erm.. sorry! ^^;

Michel

2002-09-25T19:52:31Z

Waaaaai! I finally got to talk with Michel! ::hops:: Makes me very happy. He's a really sweet guy and is just so huggable! XD Well, as huggable as I can imagine. XP I really love making new friends and this just tops my day. :D

Gaaaah! I dunno what to say!